Word Garden
“Anchor the Light”
(Wrote on the night of November 5th)
As the election results started to pour in on the night of November 5th, I found myself drowning in despair, fear, tears, and sacred anger. I was grieving the possibility of the truth we came to see the next morning. In that moment of darkness and existential crisis, my higher power urged me to open my laptop and channel this message. The words poured out of me as my heart wept for so many communities near and far – the marginalized, the female identifying, and my own human existence. This message offers a perspective on the darkness of 2024, our acceptance of it, and how we may alchemize it into empowerment; revolution; and healing.
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We must accept the fact that we incarnated into a deeply transformative and heavy time. This time period of the human race is marked by the transformation of systems and energies so that the Earth and universe may live in balance. There will always be light and dark, ‘good’ and ‘bad’, but the duality of this Earth has transcended its purpose into suffering – too much suffering. A duality experiment gone array into chaos and imbalance is now course correcting. To bring us back to balance and justice, life on Earth will inevitably get worse before it gets better. I am referring to the New Earth Shift. A frequency shift that is changing consciousness and our collective experience through raising the Earth’s vibration into more empathy, love, and connection.
My intent is not to stimulate fear into the collective, but rather to empower it. The shift and those that live through it will see the light. This time is not completely overtaken by darkness. In fact, we are here to anchor the light. You see ‘good’ all around you if you open your mind and work on matching your frequency to it. Or just open one of the million modes of information and content at our fingertips and search something about people helping people or puppies. This kind of hope core is innate within us because of our choice to incarnate during this time. We internally know that we are equipped to help this shift by using our humanness, empathy, and love.
The darkness shows us the deepest aspects of humanity that need to be brought to light to be healed and alchemized. It is the same as whenever we go through an individual transformation. There may have been a time in your life so far where you chose to walk a higher path by transforming certain patterns, habits, or environments. Even though it was painful and hard, you chose to participate in the process because of what was waiting on the other side – more joy and connection to your authentic truth. That is what we cannot lose sight of as we climb this mountain.
We are already seeing this shift in real-time, and it only continues to pick-up momentum. Imagine a zoomed-out image of the Earth from space. Imagine seeing tiny parts of the surface suddenly light up, slowly but surely – almost like you can see people turning their house lights on throughout the beginning of a day. Now imagine it in the sense of humans waking up to their power, their consciousness, the shift. We are well on our way. Think about the catalytic events that have occurred throughout your lifetime – maybe also your parents’ or kids’ lifetimes. Think about all the issues that have come to light in the most horrid ways – environmental damage; racism; drug epidemics; abuse; abortion laws; flawed politics; war. At the same time, think about all the amazing and progressive things that have come to light in response – the environmental movement and modern sustainability; mental health awareness; more empathy and love; innovation; LGBTQ+ rights. It truly is a full-spectrum of emotion – it reaches all the way from the highest frequency of love to the lowest frequencies of apathy, hate, and shame.
It is much easier to simply ignore this shared collective destiny and dapple in forms of escapism. It is important to highlight how it is a privilege to be able to even understand this shift and have your basic needs met to where you can participate in it through spirituality and activism. It is indeed a burden and a blessing to participate, but know just how magical and powerful you are to this cause. There are so many different ways to participate, even if it is just spreading love and having empathy for the entire collective, including the darkness. The whole universe has eyes on us.
“Mangled Roots”
I started to write this in December of 2024, but couldn’t quite find the words until just before the inauguration on MLK Day. This piece is meant to represent the darkness coming to light mentioned in, “Anchor the Light,” as well as touch on each piece of America being rebirthed at this time - the corruption of the US government and its relation to big corporations; climate change and denial; Christian Nationalism; and discrimination.
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Left versus right
But it’s really up versus down
Mangled men at the top
Claiming they love their country
Land of the free
More like land of the creed
God as a justification for harm
Land of the oppressed
Love thy neighbor
But only when they look like you
America, the beautiful melting pot
Where government loyalty is bought
Corporations muddled with greed
The inner lining of deep Lenin pockets
Watered more than our enchanted trees
Pull back the curtain and you will see
The world stage is a strange place to be
“Mother Gaia”
Inspired by my soul’s infinite purpose and passion for reconnecting humanity to Mother Gaia through transforming systems; sustainability; and honoring indigenous wisdom.
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A mountain range with a sunset glow
It’s something we inherently know
The magic on this big green Earth
Mother Gaia
A floating system that seems so fragile
With the ways that we’ve made her weep
Her tears are ours to keep
A violence so gradual
Without seeing what’s really at our feet
A world with such strength
Wisdom of unfathomable lengths
May we learn to dance with her heartbeat
Cultivate a connection so deep
That all would learn to love again
Take it back to where it all began
Tiny particles of star matter
Light energy all one in the same
Placed here to play this game
With mountain ranges and sunset glows
On Mother Gaia with souls to sow
“Addiction’s Shattered Illusions”
In honor of my big brother, a lost soul that deserves better. A person I grieve who is still alive. In honor of all the siblings of addicts that dream of a different reality.
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Like shards of glass to our existence
A broken version of our essence
A prison disguised as a warm blanket
A portal to a certain amazement
An escape so powerful and potent
You’d give up your soul’s true potion
Warriors with soft underbellies
Sorcerers of duality in a world so light and dark
A hauntingly beautiful place
Sometimes with darkness too heavy to shake
Alas, a 3-D escape
Until the glass shatters without a trace
Nothing left but the brokenness
Birthed by the chase
“Dancing with the Dark”
The darkness is just the light disembodied
Speckles of stardust
Lost across realms
Turned into just a shell
How ironic and silly
That mere matter got bored and just for shits, created a skin suit in a matrix
Curious to see if it could find itself
Remember the light
Remember the love
Fly a kite
Enjoy the sites
Dance with the dark
But don’t get too lost
Come back to the body
Be somebody
“Spine Alchemy”
Beautiful crooked body of mine
May your resiliency shine
I create light to bring to your wounded frame
Fuse it into the spaces holding my bloodline’s pain
Committed to my healing journey without vein or shame
The cycle ends here
All sorrow and illness cleared
The alchemy performed in this body
Ripples far, near, and here
Stretching through past, present, and future years
This lineage will see
The darkness to light
So it shall be